( Part One )

The pack of condom and the lube are on the nightstand, feeling more like a threatening challenge than anything. Jensen feels like a teen again on prom night and this sucks. Jared is just as uncomfortable. “We don’t have to…” He breathes against Jensen’s lips. “We don’t have to do anything. We can just kiss. Go to sleep.”

Jensen hums, Jared’s ( Read more... )

So what he played dirty? Jensen took him aback in the store, he knocked the wind right back out of him in the car. 15A. “Fuck. Ow, sonofa… shh’t!” Jared hisses as he tries to maintain everything he’s got in his arms.

“Need help?” Jensen asks from the bed.

They’re back at the house, the groceries are where they belong and they went up to make ( Read more... )

 
( Chapter 13 )

 
( Chapter 12 )

 
( Chapter eleven )

Jensen wakes up and smiles sleepily. He feels good. Jared’s out of the woods and the break from filming is doing his body wonders. No more kinks - or so few left they don’t even register -, no more soreness. No more bruises. He can actually look at himself in the mirror now and not have Dean Winchester staring back at him. And as much as he loves ( Read more... )

Once again, Jared wakes up with his arm pillowing Jensen’s head. They have to face it, they cuddle when they’re asleep. In his haze, Jared decides that this doesn’t feel as strange as it should, but it’s definitely nice,  warm and comfy. If they do it both, it’s because they probably miss that feeling. Snuggling against someone is nice, Jared is ( Read more... )

“Let’s go out.”

Jensen looks up from his torn up jeans, naked feet in flip flops and looks up at Jared and Chad looking all excited. Jared is wearing sweat pants and an old Led Zeppelin t shirt. Wait, that’s mine. It’s gotta be really loose now if Jared can fit in it.

“Seriously?”

Jared nods enthusiastically. “Yeah, we could go to that new ( Read more... )

When Jensen hears birds singing outside he ponders what time it must be. He likes breaks because he doesn’t have an alarm and can wake up when his body feels like to. And he’s got this game at trying to figure out what time it can possibly be before you check. Really, it’s something he’s gotten used to do because he can’t make out the clock if he ( Read more... )